writer's block

i wonder if it is writer's block or it's plain downright procrastination that's why i haven't written anything for so long. i'm quite busy these days with school and i had to quit the job i just got because of school. well for some good news i just finished first term and i have three more to go. YEHEY!!!

i do wonder sometimes about things i didn't do... things i hesitated to do... things i regret not doing...

i wonder what could have happened if i did things the other way...

but one can't live on the past... i know... one can't get stuck in a moment or else one doesn't grow...

"i'm not perfect" --- a line i always say when i swing back to down mood. it's a very lame excuse for humans when they make mistakes. i have made this theory on my mind regarding humans using this as an excuse when i watched U.S. of Leland which is a great movie on my opinion (i gotta watch it again though) just so that i could talk furthermore or justify my opinion.

i miss a lot of things, a lot of people, a lot of places... and it makes me wonder... makes me think about "what if's"...

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.

You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend.

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures,

laugh too much,

and love like you've never been hurt...

because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...