writer's block

i wonder if it is writer's block or it's plain downright procrastination that's why i haven't written anything for so long. i'm quite busy these days with school and i had to quit the job i just got because of school. well for some good news i just finished first term and i have three more to go. YEHEY!!!

i do wonder sometimes about things i didn't do... things i hesitated to do... things i regret not doing...

i wonder what could have happened if i did things the other way...

but one can't live on the past... i know... one can't get stuck in a moment or else one doesn't grow...

"i'm not perfect" --- a line i always say when i swing back to down mood. it's a very lame excuse for humans when they make mistakes. i have made this theory on my mind regarding humans using this as an excuse when i watched U.S. of Leland which is a great movie on my opinion (i gotta watch it again though) just so that i could talk furthermore or justify my opinion.

i miss a lot of things, a lot of people, a lot of places... and it makes me wonder... makes me think about "what if's"...